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the grass on the other side of the fence
On » Wednesday, July 9, 2008 //
i detail cars for a "living", i mean please, do not let me downplay it, it does well. i guess the missing link is my 100% effort. i've been doing this for about 4 years now. its hard work, but it pays well, and the benefits are excellent. The people i've met over the years are wonderful, they have become my true friends.
yet, i am also, an aspiring photographer, writer, and producer. yes i know, its quite a wide array of interests, and there is almost no way of putting them all together... well there is... but i'm kind of lazy, and don't really have a sense of urgency that my "ol headz" seem to have had when they were in my position, at my age.
i'm also in this wierd relationship that was great when it wasn't serious, but now, there is a little one on the way, and that makes things... well... serious. so i write things about that.
And to be honest, i've been through a lot when it comes to relationships. sometimes i don't know whether i should let go or hold on in hopes that i've caught a diamond in the rough, that will somehow pull through the wreckage in order to evolve into this wonderous, perfect, ideal woman that will satisfy my every desire.what should i do? should i leave the hopes of happiness behind in search of this mystery woman that supposedly exists that can make all my dreams come true?
i mean... its a confusing situation, and the grass always seems greener on the other side of the fence.
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